Regrets

What is regret To think of something with a sense of loss or remorse If you could go back and change all the things that you regret would you How would your life change How would mine We’ve all done things that we regret But even our regrets shape us They can teach us important […]

Impostor Syndrome

Feeling like a failure even when you’re successful Or talented Impostor syndrome is a feeling of being out of your death It is a feeling of inferiority A fear that you are getting away with something That you’re not able to do your job That one day you will be discovered That you’ll be found […]

The Weight of it all

Sometimes the weight of it all comes crashing down The weight of expectations The weight of your hopes and fears The weight of your dreams Both new and old Broken and shattered New and full of life It all comes crashing together in waves Threatening to drown you Threatening to engulf you How do you […]

Murder of a Word?

A question we all struggle with Though we don’t always ask it in the same way How do you kill an idea Once something is breathed into existence How do you banish it from that Once something is given voice or thought It becomes alive It is not easily destroyed or removed from existence How […]

Introverted

Introverted All my life I have been introverted Shunning most social events And most people But these days I long to be extroverted I long for the ease I see other people have in conversations And social interactions When I struggle to introduce myself  I struggle to speak I struggle to find the words But […]

Broken and Bleeding Heart

So this is something new I’m trying. I had this picture in my head of a broken heart that was put back together and wrapped in chains. So i made one and when i was making a trip to michaels to get some supplies for painting it I had the idea to put it in […]

Happier

This one was written today. I took some inspiration from the song Happier by Marshmello and Bastille. In days of yesteryear I found someone that brought me happiness The likes of which I had dared not dream of It seemed like it lasted forever but not even 2 years I made so many mistakes I […]

God’s Love

Another lost one from 2010. I HEAR THE VOICES OF THE MULTITUDES PRAISING YOUR NAME I AM UNWORTHY TO STAND AMONG THEM FLAWED AND BROKEN AS I AM I DESERVE NOTHING NO PLACE ON THIS EARTH NO LOVE FROM MAN FOR ME YET YOU LOVE ME AND GAVE YOUR LIFE FOR ME I CANNOT UNDERSTAND […]

The World turns its back

Another lost one from 2008. The World Turns its back THE WORLD TURNS IT BACK ON YOU WHAT DO YOU DO EVERY ONE LEAVES YOU ALONE WHOS STAYS BY YOUR SIDE WHO WANTS TO LEND A HELPING HAND WHO SAYS ITS OKAY WHEN THE WORLD JUST TURNA AND WALKS AWAY WHO SAYS EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE […]

Apathy

Another one that was lost from 2008 Apathy a Sea of Nothing Apathy the bane of my existence The absence of all that makes me human Without hope without emotion I wonder is it a phase or is it forever I have felt it coming for a long time now But how to stop it […]