Can’t Answer Why

Sometimes I cross a line I didn’t know was there Sometimes I sabotage myself Oftentimes I drink to much I dance back and forth across the line Of heavy drinking and alcoholic Sometimes I’m full of optimism but most often not If you asked me why As I often ask myself I wouldn’t be able […]

Learning to Love yourself

Learning to love yourself It sounds so simple when said out loud It’s only 4 words after all Only 22 letters Only 6 syllables Yet it’s still a thing that has haunted mankind For generations If not all of time When your mind screams you’re not worthy When people say hurtful things When the intrusive […]

Love Won and Lost V3

I have loved with a love so passionate that it changed my life A love I never knew this once empty shell of a man was capable of A loner I’ve always been Always afraid to let others in Never trusting but those special few I lived so long under the weight of my demons […]

Terrified

I’m driving home From a great weekend Seeing and spending time with people I love and miss That I never get to see While I was there just like always I’m different I’m a happier better version of myself It caused me to acknowledge A problem I’ve chosen to ignore A problem I don’t want […]

Angel

Another old one that from 2012 What once was naught but darkest night Doth now see a glimmer of light Where once naught but despair Now filled with hope For dawn approaches After ages of darkness Finally comes the light And with it promise of new life But overcome by fears That the light will […]

Love Won and Lost V2

I have loved with a love so passionate that it changed my life A love I never knew this once empty shell of a man was capable of A loner I’ve always been Always afraid to let others in Never trusting but those special few I lived so long under the weight of my demons […]

Love Won and Lost

Love won and lost I have loved with a love so passionate that it changed my life A love I never knew this once empty shell of a man was capable of A loner I’ve always been Always afraid to let others in Never trusting but those special few I lived so long under the […]

Better Half

You make me want to be A better person good enough to deserve you You enable me to write To feel to alive again Even if it doesn’t end the way I want it to I’ll always remember this I feel happy again excited to get up in the morning

Forsaken

Sometimes I feel forsaken Sometimes forgotten They say you are always with me That you never leave me But I feel nothing I can’t see you or hear Definitely can’t feel you Do I even know you Lost in a fog no way out Nothing is real darkness surrounds Left or right front and back […]

Skeleton Valley

I stand in the midst of a valley of dry bones bones that are rooted into the ground like the roots of a tree. Singing songs without power and without meaning. You sing his praises and you call upon his name and wonder why your words have no power why your hands don’t heal and […]