Asking For Help

Asking For Help Asking for help Something so simple But so hard I’ve never liked the phrase a cry for help It makes it sound like you need pity But when you’re struggling with things mentally Whether its depression Bipolar PTSD Anxiety or anything else The last thing I feel for anyone is pity You […]

Different Battles

We all fight different battles We all fight the same war Making it through life with our hearts and minds intact Some battle depression Some battle anxiety Some battle bipolar disorder Some battle PTSD I battle depression and loneliness It is a fight that I have fought More times than I care to ever remember […]

Touch Starved

The feature image of a sphinx cat will make sense i promise enjoy the poem starts below on page 2. I didn’t want there to be a page 2 but the formatting works better that way. so it shall remain until i find a better way.

Apathy

Another one that was lost from 2008 Apathy a Sea of Nothing Apathy the bane of my existence The absence of all that makes me human Without hope without emotion I wonder is it a phase or is it forever I have felt it coming for a long time now But how to stop it […]

On The Brink

Here’s one that i had lost its from back in 2008 I STAND ALONE ON THE BRINK IN THE DARK A CLIFF TO MY LEFT A CLIFF TO MY RIGHT DEEP DARK PITS BEHIND AND IN FRONT I CANT CLIMB OUT THE ONLY WAY TO GO IS DOWN DOWN DOWN BUT WHAT LIES IN WAIT […]

I’ve been thinking

I’ve been thinking a lot lately. About life in general and about mental illness. About watching yourself and making sure you take care of your own mental health. About watching out for your coworkers, friends, and family. About making sure they all take care of themselves. I’ve been of the opinion for a long time […]

Love Won and Lost V2

I have loved with a love so passionate that it changed my life A love I never knew this once empty shell of a man was capable of A loner I’ve always been Always afraid to let others in Never trusting but those special few I lived so long under the weight of my demons […]

Love Won and Lost

Love won and lost I have loved with a love so passionate that it changed my life A love I never knew this once empty shell of a man was capable of A loner I’ve always been Always afraid to let others in Never trusting but those special few I lived so long under the […]

My Voice

Redemption and loss We drink to forget We drink to escape We drink to relax Yet lately i seem to drink to remember Remember happier days When i held a beautiful woman in my arms And all was right in my world To remember times when i would write all the time When a sentence […]

My Spirit is a Roaring Sea

I’m born to ride the crashing waveTo conquer each challenge anewReady to fight, forever braveReady to face a foe like youOut from the shadows you appearAnd steal me from my sheltered homeThe day has come, the day we fearNow I must face you on my ownYou have me now, you didn’t askLust and greed your […]