Past Self
If you could say something to yourself from 10 years ago
What would it be
If there was a limit on the words you could say
How many would you use
What message would you convey
I know what mine would be
If I only had 3 words
I would say
It Gets Better
If I could say a few more
Be wise with your money
Don’t let her go
Be thankful for what you have
Nothing lasts forever
Cherish everything
Because all things come to an end eventually
Be more forthcoming
Your silence can be your own worst enemy
Because too often you don’t say what you want to
What you need to
You’d rather things just stay the way they are
Then risk them changing
Sometimes family just stops interacting
Its not the end of the world
You’ll make more friends
And lose others
I’d tell myself all of these things
And more
But would you listen to what your future self told you
Or would you discount it
Refuse to accept it
Would you turn from it
Or embrace the possible truth
Maybe if you did things would turn out different
But maybe they wouldn’t
Would you really go back and change things from what happened
Knowing what has brought you here to this time and place
Would it be any better or would it be worse
If you could give yourself advice
If you would take it
You’d face the greatest question we all struggle with at some point
Are things predetermined
Are they random
Do my choices matter
Or are they leaves in the wind
A breath in the air
Here and gone
With little to no effect how would you convince yourself of the truth
Of who you were