I wander around

Stumbling in the light.

Seeking and searching

For a companion

For a friend

For someone to love

But I find no one and nothing.

I see those who have potential

But I cannot bring myself

To pursue them

The last companion

I thought she was forever

She taught me to love again

This broken and scarred heart

Was beautiful again for a time

But she left me behind

And went her own way

I question whether I will ever find

Love again

As I stumble blindly

I struggle to remember

What love looks like.