Rattlesnake Of Indecision 

Losing touch in Texas freedoms got the best of me 

I’m stumbling with indecision 

Praying for the fortitude to make a decision 

I’m free of the people who used to torture my soul 

Now I’m stuck with indecision as my best friend 

Backed in a corner with a Rattlesnake in front of me 

God bless the opportunities  

And damn this easy living 

Where there is no risk there is little reward 

Gasping for the fresh sea breeze 

I’m stumbling with indecision 

Questioning my moral code 

I feel bad for not reaching out yet i don’t not at all 

Out of sight and out of mind 

I’m not the only one at fault here 

People drift apart I guess especially when passive aggressiveness rears it’s ugly head 

Drunk on freedom stuck on choice 

I don’t know what to do anymore 

Just listening for the rattles noise 

Oh love is like a rattlesnake  

Before it bites it tries to warn you 

Does it block my self-destructive path or cause it 

Self-absorbed most of the time 

Obsessed with sex and suicide  

Though I have no intent 

Mind both dulled and enriched by the medication I take 

I’m drunk on freedom and stuck on choice 

Instead of to be or not to be to which the answer is always to be 

It’s to reach out or not 

To involve myself again in that destructive path 

Inspired by Jack Van Cleaf and Zach Bryan’s Rattlesnake