Goodbye Angel Or Hello?

You saved me not once but twice

But now we’re so diametrically opposed I’m not sure we could even hold a conversation anymore

I’m still the same as I’ve always been just slightly improved

But you dove off a deep end that I couldn’t follow you into

Now you say you hate people like me

You used to preach love

Now you think everyone is out to get you

You swallowed a pill I thought you never would

Now I’m not sure who you are anymore

The only time you reach out to me is to show me how wrong I am

You don’t say anything, just send a video and that’s it

I hate what this world has done to us

I’m not your enemy I never have been I was always on your side

But I’m not sure I can be any longer

Was I going crazy when I thought you were my fate

Did you really change this much

Or did I never truly know you

I thought I was done with these questions about you

But they seem intent on coming back and haunting me again

Did you always have these views and hid them from me and yourself

Like you hid your other attractions from me and from yourself

I just don’t know the answers to these questions, and I don’t know how to speak to you anymore

I still love you as a friend

But I just don’t know anymore

I don’t hate any group of people I never have I hate individuals sometimes

But I hate what’s happened to you

What’s happened to us and to our friendship

I don’t know If I have the strength, or resolve to send this to you

Though I hope you’ll find your way to it I think you’ll know it’s about you

Maybe this can start a way back for our friendship

But I doubt it

I think you’ll see it more as an attack than anything

But if that’s where you are now maybe that’s the way it must be

I Love you Angel and always will so maybe this is goodbye or maybe it’s hello again

Either way Stay Safe my Angel and know I’m always rooting for you even if we don’t talk anymore